17 saal ka pyaar

Tumhe yaad hai Jb tum class me pahli baar aaye the tum khidki se bahar dekh rhe kuch.mai bag rakh ke Chala gya tha tumne palat ke bhi nhi dekha tha mujhe…

Class me tumhari bench aur meri bench me ek hath ka fasla tha. Maine khud naapa tha….

Kyunki kai baar tumhe chhune ki koshish ki thi….

Us din yaad hai Jb tum kuch padh rhe to maine tumhe disturb kr diya tha aur tumne mujhe apni angaaro wali ankho se dekha that….

Us din hi faisla kr diya tha ki tumhe apna bna kr rha hu…

Tumhe yaad hai Jb school me shobhan sarkar gye the aur wahan wo andheri gufa thi…sb ek dusre takra rhe the anjaane me ya jaan bhoojkr aur tum bada sambhal kr chal rhe the….

Na jaane kyu aaj atit itne saalo baad Aage aa khada tha aur would sb yaad aa rha tha….

Aaj 47 saal baad sb ek dum achannak yaad aa rha tha sayad us pl me tha kuch aisa… 

Tumhe yaad hai Jb pahli baar tumne mujhse baat ki pr mere mn me tumhare liye kuch aur hi tha….

Mai bhi dheet tha tumhare hi ghr ke samne khada hota tha shaam Ko….

Intzaar krta tha tumhare chchajje se bahar aane ka kbhi aate aur kbhi nhi….

Fir ek din himmat kr ke bta diya tumhe

Ki shubh I love u pasand krta hu tumhe..

tumne meri taraf dekhte hue kaha tha…

 Ye sirf ek attraction hai aur kuch nhi…

Tumne maano mere Pyaar Ko gaali de di ho fir tum mujhse dur rhne lge the….

Ab hm 11 me the aur ab hme apne subject chun ne the…

tumhe ek doctor bnana tha aur mujhe to tumhare alawa kuch aur samajh nhi aata tha.

11 me ek ladka aaya tha satyam naam ka wo bhi bio padta tha aur tum bhi Jb tum dono sath me baithte the mujhe bahut gussa aata tha pr kbhi kbhi lgta tha tum mujhe jalane ki koshish krte the…

Sach hai na ye shubham….

Tum class ke un bachcho me the jinhe teacher Pyaar se samajhate the….

Ki dur rhna siddharth jaise awara ladko se aur tumne kah bhi diya tha ek din ki sahi kahti archana mam tum na khud padhte ho na dusro Ko padhne dete ho…

Us din to archna mam ki schooty ke dono pahiyo ki hawa aur tall light fod di thi….

Tumhe to pta tha ki kisne kiya hai ye sb… 

11 pura hua 12 aa gya tha tumhe yaad hai 5 Sept Ko tumhara favourite colour blue shirt pahni thi…

Aur tumne kaha tha ki tumhara favourite colour green hai…..

Us din satyam green colour ki check shirt pahn kr aaya tha us pr ink phek di thi…

Bechara satyam…….

12 Ko akhiri waqt tha usne btaya ki satyam ne mere aur apne selection ke liye vrat rakha hai us din mn kiya usko ink ki bottle me ghused ke ganga ji me fek aau…..

Tumhare 12 me theek thak marks aaye the aur mai second division paas.. 

Collage me tumne bsc. Li bio se aur maine arts.

Tum mn lga kr padhai krte the aur mai mera mn kahi aur tha…..

Tumhe disturb bhi bahut krta tha kbhi tumse ghumne Ko kahta kbhi bike pe highway pr long drive pr chalne Ko..

Tumne ek din kah hi diya mujhe mere carrier pr dhyaan dene do us din soch liya tha tumhare carrier ke Aage meri koi value nhi khoob roya tha us raat ko….

Waqt Ko maano pankh lg gye the tum medical collage jaane ke liye form bhr rhe the tumne 2 baar form check kiya tha….

Tum Jb andar lifafa lene gye the to maine apni Zindangi ki sbse badi bhool ki uska parinaam nhi socha….

Tumhare form ko jahan jahan jagah thi wahan glt salat bhr diya….

Pachchtawa bhi hua pr ye soch kr khush tha ki tum kahi jaa nhi paaoge….

Pr………

Tumne milne ki koshish nhi ki to maine khud hi tumhare ghr aa gya….

10 minute ki khamoshi ke baad tumne kaha mujhe delhi me collage mila hai….

Tumne aur bhi kuch kaha tha ki kuch log kbhi badal nhi sakte…..

Tum delhi aa gye the aur mai wahi kanpur me…

Na tumne milne ki koshish ki na maine milne ki himmat….

Tbhi nurse ne kaha call the doctor shubh Srivastava wo ek naam maano meri atit ki sari galtiya bta rha ho…

Mera appendix fracture hua tha mn me tha kya sare jahan ke doctor Mr gye hai jo wahi sirf bacha hai….

Dard bahut ho rha tha anshu bhi aa rhe the pr ye anshu Dard ke nhi the…

Mn me khyaal tha ki itna pareshan kiya hai ki wo mujhe maar dalega…

Tbhi halki roshni me shubh dikhayi pada….

Maine kaha…

Now ball is in your court doctor do whatever you want to do….

Usne mere sir pr hath rakha aur itne sneh se kaha kaise ho siddharth…

Mere anshu ruk hi nhi rhe the itna Pyaar se kaha tha tb kahan tha ye Pyaar Jb…….

Usne mujhe aaj bhi mera carrier Pyaara hai…..

Operation ke 2 gante baad hosh aaya…..

Pr shubh nhi tha wo ja chuka tha khush tha ki meri galtiyo ko usne maaf kr diya pr ye puchch nhi paya……

                              By.

                                    Siddharth srivastava

Dooriya....

Dur khstiz me suraj doob rha tha aur mai bhi doob Jana chahta tha maano sagar ki thapak thapak lahre ufaan maar rhi thi maano keh rhi ho baaho ke samete tumhara to intzaar tha aur mai chalte chalte mai kinaare se dur aa gya tha ek lambi saans li aur sagar ki gehrai me Jane lga paani ka dabaaw aur ek saans ke sath apne aap ko sagar me kho jana chahta tha ki tbhi kisi ne meri baayi kalai pakdi aur upar le aaya mere hatho me jasmine ki maala thi aur wo pani kamar tk paani me tha shayad kinaare pr hosh aaya to dekha koi mere aas paas nhi tha bs basuri ki dhun sunayi de rhi thi....
Dekha to ek parchchai saaf chehra le rhi thi wo muskurahat se dekhta hue jà rha tha ....

mai uske peeche peeche chalne lga tha wo church ki sediyo me baitha basuri baja rha tha...

Maine father se uske baare me puchcha to unhone kaha ye varun hai nishant ka varun.....

Varun hmari basti sabse achcha tairak aur iski mohhbbat tha iske bachpan ka dost nishant.....

ye dono hmari basti ki jaan the jis nishant varun ko muskurahat se vida nhi krta tha wo din varun ka the aur ek theek nhi jata tha....

basti ke hr jashn me varun basuri bajata tha aur nishant bs use muskurahat se dekhta rahta tha....

Maine father se puchcha to varun ki ye halat aur nishant kahan hai....

Father ne kaha nishant bahut dur hai varun se ab...

Father isa ki murti ki aur dekh rhe the aur ek mombatti ki taraf dekhte hue kaha...

Jante ho beta nishant ke father ne hmari basti sabse mahnga suit khareeda tha nishant ke liye...

5th may ko shaadi hone wali thi aur 3rd may ko nishant ne varun ko beach pr bulaya tha...

Mn me khyaal aaya ki itna bebak shaadi ke do din pahle milne ko bula liya...

Father ne kaha nishant riti reevazo se mukt tha wo maanta tha pr jb tk use sahi lge....

Mn me khyaal aaya ye to bilkul meri hi tarah tha sb cheezo free rakhna chahte hu duniya daari ki koi parwah na krna....

 3rd may raat ko nishant Peter ki naaw se tek lga ke khada tha varun aaya....

Nishant kyu bulaya varun ne puchcha....

Nishant ne varun ka hath pakda aur kaha aaj se pahle jb tum sagar me jaate to mai kinaare se khade hokar dekhte tha..

Meri khawhais hai aaj tum dekho mujhe muskuraate hue..varun ko pata tha jo usne ek baar thaan liya wo karke rahta hai...

Varun mna krna chahta tha pr nishant ne hontho pr hontho rakh diye aur kaha varun jb mai light house ke paas honga to lalten hilaunga tum tairate hue aana mere paas....

Jb tk varun kuch kahta tb wo naaw ke chuppu chalane lga tha.

Varun us din sagar se prey kr rha tha.

Sagar mujhe mera nishant sahi salamat chahiye....

Varun nishant pasandeeda dhun..

Sakuntla taleni mukundan.

Dheere dheere varun apni basuri ki dhun se tez apne dadkan sunayi de rhi thi...

Wo awaze lgaye ja rhe usko pta tha ki us tk nhi pahuche ki..

Mn hi mn mai bhi nishant ki salamati ki dua maangne lga tha..

Father ne kaha beta jaisa hm chahte hai waisa ho jaruri nhi beta..

Basuri ki dhun ab sunayi nhi de rhi thi..

Father ne kaha nishant wapas nhi aya varun tairate hue gya jiska Dr tha wahi hua naaw ulti padi thi jb basti walo ko pta chala to sb koi dhundh rhe the...

Kahte hai samundr kuch bhi apne paas nhi rakhta sb wapas kr deta...

Aaj bhi varun samundr ke kinaare baitha nishant ka intzaar krta hai...

Maine church ke bahar Jane lga to peeche peeche father bhi aa gye...

Mai mn hi mn Soch rha ki aaj samundr se mai nhi nishant nikalta to varun ke chehre ki muskaan bni rahti...

Mai fut fut kr ro rha tha ab kis tarah ki mohhbbat hai ye....

Isme dooriya ho kr bhi nhi hai ....

Father ne kaha maine kai baar kaha ki nishant ab nyi hai wo has kr kahta nishant mere paas nhi to door bhi to nhi mere zehn me basta hai wo....

Varun kahta hai mai usko awaaz dena kbhi band nhi karunga kbhi na kbhi to aayega mai intzaar karunga uska....

Maine hasne lga aur mn me Socha ki haan Rishton ko awaz dena bhi zaruri hota hai...

Maine isa ke samne sir jhukhaya aur apne room ki taraf chal pada mn me khyaal tha aaj abhi ko awaaz dunga kahunga chalo pahla pyar krte hai...

Room pr pahuch kr......

Abhi ka maine hath pakda aur kaha sorry...

Abhi ne kaha bahut din se baat krna chahta tha pr Dr rha tha...

Maine kaha mai tumhe samajhta hu mujhse Mt dra karo....

Maine abhi ko bahon me bhr kr chalo pahla pyaar krte aur dusri baar Krte hai....

Only a imagination I want someone to understand my love for him.....❤😊

Abhi kuch kahna chahta hu tumse sayad tum Jane se pahle ek din aur ruk jaate to mai samajha pata ki kitna pyaar krta hu...

Tum 9 ki bajaye 10 ko jate to samajha pata ki I love you....

Abhi chalo pahla pyaar krte aur ek dusre se ek baar aur Krte hai.....

शब्दों का अहम किरदार होता है,, दूरियां बढाने में....

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