17 saal ka pyaar

Tumhe yaad hai Jb tum class me pahli baar aaye the tum khidki se bahar dekh rhe kuch.mai bag rakh ke Chala gya tha tumne palat ke bhi nhi dekha tha mujhe…

Class me tumhari bench aur meri bench me ek hath ka fasla tha. Maine khud naapa tha….

Kyunki kai baar tumhe chhune ki koshish ki thi….

Us din yaad hai Jb tum kuch padh rhe to maine tumhe disturb kr diya tha aur tumne mujhe apni angaaro wali ankho se dekha that….

Us din hi faisla kr diya tha ki tumhe apna bna kr rha hu…

Tumhe yaad hai Jb school me shobhan sarkar gye the aur wahan wo andheri gufa thi…sb ek dusre takra rhe the anjaane me ya jaan bhoojkr aur tum bada sambhal kr chal rhe the….

Na jaane kyu aaj atit itne saalo baad Aage aa khada tha aur would sb yaad aa rha tha….

Aaj 47 saal baad sb ek dum achannak yaad aa rha tha sayad us pl me tha kuch aisa… 

Tumhe yaad hai Jb pahli baar tumne mujhse baat ki pr mere mn me tumhare liye kuch aur hi tha….

Mai bhi dheet tha tumhare hi ghr ke samne khada hota tha shaam Ko….

Intzaar krta tha tumhare chchajje se bahar aane ka kbhi aate aur kbhi nhi….

Fir ek din himmat kr ke bta diya tumhe

Ki shubh I love u pasand krta hu tumhe..

tumne meri taraf dekhte hue kaha tha…

 Ye sirf ek attraction hai aur kuch nhi…

Tumne maano mere Pyaar Ko gaali de di ho fir tum mujhse dur rhne lge the….

Ab hm 11 me the aur ab hme apne subject chun ne the…

tumhe ek doctor bnana tha aur mujhe to tumhare alawa kuch aur samajh nhi aata tha.

11 me ek ladka aaya tha satyam naam ka wo bhi bio padta tha aur tum bhi Jb tum dono sath me baithte the mujhe bahut gussa aata tha pr kbhi kbhi lgta tha tum mujhe jalane ki koshish krte the…

Sach hai na ye shubham….

Tum class ke un bachcho me the jinhe teacher Pyaar se samajhate the….

Ki dur rhna siddharth jaise awara ladko se aur tumne kah bhi diya tha ek din ki sahi kahti archana mam tum na khud padhte ho na dusro Ko padhne dete ho…

Us din to archna mam ki schooty ke dono pahiyo ki hawa aur tall light fod di thi….

Tumhe to pta tha ki kisne kiya hai ye sb… 

11 pura hua 12 aa gya tha tumhe yaad hai 5 Sept Ko tumhara favourite colour blue shirt pahni thi…

Aur tumne kaha tha ki tumhara favourite colour green hai…..

Us din satyam green colour ki check shirt pahn kr aaya tha us pr ink phek di thi…

Bechara satyam…….

12 Ko akhiri waqt tha usne btaya ki satyam ne mere aur apne selection ke liye vrat rakha hai us din mn kiya usko ink ki bottle me ghused ke ganga ji me fek aau…..

Tumhare 12 me theek thak marks aaye the aur mai second division paas.. 

Collage me tumne bsc. Li bio se aur maine arts.

Tum mn lga kr padhai krte the aur mai mera mn kahi aur tha…..

Tumhe disturb bhi bahut krta tha kbhi tumse ghumne Ko kahta kbhi bike pe highway pr long drive pr chalne Ko..

Tumne ek din kah hi diya mujhe mere carrier pr dhyaan dene do us din soch liya tha tumhare carrier ke Aage meri koi value nhi khoob roya tha us raat ko….

Waqt Ko maano pankh lg gye the tum medical collage jaane ke liye form bhr rhe the tumne 2 baar form check kiya tha….

Tum Jb andar lifafa lene gye the to maine apni Zindangi ki sbse badi bhool ki uska parinaam nhi socha….

Tumhare form ko jahan jahan jagah thi wahan glt salat bhr diya….

Pachchtawa bhi hua pr ye soch kr khush tha ki tum kahi jaa nhi paaoge….

Pr………

Tumne milne ki koshish nhi ki to maine khud hi tumhare ghr aa gya….

10 minute ki khamoshi ke baad tumne kaha mujhe delhi me collage mila hai….

Tumne aur bhi kuch kaha tha ki kuch log kbhi badal nhi sakte…..

Tum delhi aa gye the aur mai wahi kanpur me…

Na tumne milne ki koshish ki na maine milne ki himmat….

Tbhi nurse ne kaha call the doctor shubh Srivastava wo ek naam maano meri atit ki sari galtiya bta rha ho…

Mera appendix fracture hua tha mn me tha kya sare jahan ke doctor Mr gye hai jo wahi sirf bacha hai….

Dard bahut ho rha tha anshu bhi aa rhe the pr ye anshu Dard ke nhi the…

Mn me khyaal tha ki itna pareshan kiya hai ki wo mujhe maar dalega…

Tbhi halki roshni me shubh dikhayi pada….

Maine kaha…

Now ball is in your court doctor do whatever you want to do….

Usne mere sir pr hath rakha aur itne sneh se kaha kaise ho siddharth…

Mere anshu ruk hi nhi rhe the itna Pyaar se kaha tha tb kahan tha ye Pyaar Jb…….

Usne mujhe aaj bhi mera carrier Pyaara hai…..

Operation ke 2 gante baad hosh aaya…..

Pr shubh nhi tha wo ja chuka tha khush tha ki meri galtiyo ko usne maaf kr diya pr ye puchch nhi paya……

                              By.

                                    Siddharth srivastava

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  1. Wow...its amazing ...i feel pain in my heart reading this ...

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