Pyar aur zarurat....

Babu mere shocks kahan hai…

Almaari me dekho wahi hai. 

Shubh tumhara dhyaan kahan hai dekho paratha pura jal gya hai…

Oh sorry….

Kya baat hai shubh koi baat hai to btao…

Nikhil kuch puchchna hai….

Ye zarurat aur pyaar me farq kya hai… nikhil ne mera hath pakda aur kaha pyar aur zarurat dono me ye farq hai ki zarurat pyaar se alag hoti wo hr waqt sath nhi deti zarurat kuch pl ki hoti hai.aur pyaar puri zindangi ke liye hota hai . pyaar kuch pl ka ho wo pyaar nhi hota……

Ye farq hai bachcha….

Mai ja rha hu office ohk bye love u so much….( Smile krte hue)

Bye nikhil love you too……

Mai sofe me baithe Soch rha tha kl rohan ka call aaya fir bula rha tha….

Jb mai 12th me tha tb hmare ghr ke paas ek ladka rahta tha rohan… dekhne me bahut achcha tha wo mera pahla crush tha.usne mujhe samajha aur mujhe accept bhi kiya…..😔

Hm ghumte the Firte the sath me bahut maze krte the….

Pr kuch chhut rha tha.4 mahine ho gye the hme pr ab wo baat nhi thi…..

Uska jb mn hota tb wo bulata tha lgne lga tha ki sirf zarurat puri kr rha hai wo pr maine wada kiya tha jb tum bulaaoge tb mai zarur aaunga….

Aaj fir rohan ka phone aaya tha.bulaya hai usne……

Janta hu dhokha de rha hu pr kya karu mai mazboor hu…..

Mai apne kaam me lg gya tha….

7 PM. ( Ting tong )

Nikhil aa gya… gate khola…

Kaisa rha apka din baby usne kiss krte hue kaha….

Achcha tha babu…..

Nikhil mujhe aap se kuch puchchna hai….

Babu mai Soch rha tha ki kanpur ho aau…

Ek din ke liye…

Nikhil ne kaha theek hai…..

Nikhil subah me chhodne aaye mai dhokha de rha hu unko nikhil ko nhi pta tha….

Station pr baitha Soch rha tha ki aaj rohan ka wada tod dunga mna Kr dunga ki ab mai nhi aa paunga kisi ke sath me hu ab apne atit ko apne bhavisya pr haavi nhi hone dunga mna Kr dunga rohan se…..

Meri train aa gyi….

Mai apni seat pr jake baith gya shaam ko kanpur me subah jaldi utha to mai so gya….

2 baj gye the adha rasta kt gya tha….

Kanpur utrte hi nikhil ko phone kiya mai pahuch gya babu….

Fir maine rohan ko call kiya wo lene aa rha tha…..

Wo aagya…

Rohan ne puchcha kaise ho mst lg rhe shubh…

Maine smile krte hue kaha theek hu tum btao….

Rohan ke sath uske dost ke ghr gye usne taala khola andar laaya mujhe kiss ki aur kaha bahut din se adhura sa lg rha tha….

Mai kuch keh nhi paya rohan raat ka intzaar kr rha tha aur mai agli subah ka….

Finally raat thi aur wo sb kuch kiya jo rohan ko pasand tha….

Soch rha tha ki kl sb kuch kah dunga..

Subah ho gyi thi rohan mere liye chai bna ke laya…

Maine kaha rohan kuch kahna hai tumse.rohan ne kaha bolo jaan…

Ek lambi saas li aur bolna start kiya…

Rohan mai aaj ke baad nhi milunga tumse kyunki mai nikhil ko dhokhe me nhi rakh sakta…

Mujhe tumhari zarurat nhi nikhil ka pyaar chahiye uske sath rahta hu mai yun uske sath hokar kisi aur ke sath affair nhi kr sakta hu sorry rohan…
Dhokha nhi de paunga use uski ankho maine khud ko dekha hai….

Rohan ne meri taraf dekha rha tha….

Usne smile krte hue kaha shubh mai mna nhi Karunga tumhe shayad jo mai nhi de saka wo wo de sakta hai….

Pahle pyaar krta tha tumse na Jane kb zarurat ho gya wo pyaar pta hi nhi chala in 3 saalo me sach nhi accept kr paya tha pr nikhil ne sachchai aur tumhe accept kiya tha…..

Rohan ne kaha mai aaj ke baad tumhe phone nhi karunga….

Rohan ne kaha tyaar ho jaao nyi zindangi me ja rhe ho…..

Shaam ko train thi rohan train me baitha kr chala gya.

Mai Soch rha tha ki nikhil ko bhi peechle 3 saalo ka sb kuch bta dunga…

Subah ghr pahucha to nikhil ja chuka mai bs shaam ka….

Intzaar khtm ho gya tha nikhil ghr pr tha himmat nhi ho pa rhi thi pr 

ankhe band ki aur kaha nikhil aapko kuch btana hai . …

Nikhil ne kaha kaho babu…

Maine kaha babu aapko puchcho rhe the na ki kahan khoya hu babu jb mai 12th me tha tb mujhe ek ladka mila tha rohan naam ka…aapko yaad hai mai peechle 3 saalo se kanpur jata tha mai rohan se milne jata tha wo mera pahla crush tha….apse puchcha tha na ki pyaar aur zarurat dono me farq kya hai…

Mujhe uski zarurat nhi pyaar chahiy..

aur kl bhi mai usi se mil kr aaya. us se waada kiya tha is liye bs..

Meri ankho se anshu aa rhe the…

Pr rote hue kaha mai use mna Kr aaya ki aaj ke baad nhi milunga us se…

Mujhe kisi zarurat nhi pyaar chahiye..

Nikhil shaant meri taraf dekh rha tha lg rha tha kuch bura kahega.. 

wo utha aur usne kaha bahut bhook lgi hai babu…
Nikhil ne mera hath pakda aur kaha I love u babu take care…

Nikhil ne meri zindangi ko ek Chance aur diya tha wo meri taraf kr ke kah rha ho mai Tum pr trust krta hu tumne sachchai btayi ye badi baat hai . …

Shayad yahi Soch rha ho ya kuch aur 

Nikhil ne kaha babu be loyal with ur self nd ur life….

Love you so much shubh…..