Raas.....

Biscuit deeware aur mn me sb jagah silan hi to thi 3 din se Mumbai baras rha tha shaam ka waqt tha Socha aligarh ghr chala jaau to vikash ko call kr ke use parso mathura junction me aane ko kaha. Ye wahi shehar tha jahan maine apna collage kiya tha aur isi shehar me mera pyaar bhi mila tha.

Na Jane kaise aaj train mathura junction pr samay se pahle aa gyi thi.mai utra aur apne laptop ka bag tanga aur trolly tha chhota sa ab jyada kapde nhi achche lgte the utar kr vikash ko call kiya to wo so rhe the nikle bhi nhi the ghr se mai chai wale ke paas gya aur bolne wala tha ki ek awaz ne mujhe rok liya maano kaano me misri si ghul gyi ho….

Palat kr dekha to wahi chehra tha jis se mai na milne ki dua krta tha.wo amar tha usne meri taraf dekha aur kaha kaise ho shubh mai ankhe faad kr bs dekhe ja rha tha . maine kaha theek hu tum btao…

Yahan kaise ghr ja rhe ho maine kaha ha bahut din se aaya nhi tha.

Ye wahi chehra tha jo collage me mujhse nazare milate thakta nhi tha.

Yahi uske puchchne ka andaz tha jb mai apni class chhod kr uski class me chala jata tha..

Pr ab wo kashis nhi thi sawal me..

Maine kaha chai peete peete baat kare chai wale ne hme do kullhad de diye aur chai se ilaiyachi ki mehak ne wo 4 saal yaad dila diye the…

Usne kaha maine tumhari kahi padhi thi bahut achchi thi 

Tumhe achchi lgi Soch rha tha tumhe Soch kr hi to apne sabdo ko aakar deta hu.

Ha wo magazine nikal kr dikhane lga tha…

Door ek sajjan gamchha baadhe seek wali jhhadu se dhool aur kachra hta rha tha mere mn me tha ki ab hme jagah chhodna padega pr us sajjan ne mano meri mn ki baat sun li chai wale ne hme ek aur kullhad de diya.

Amar ne kaha mai pura nhi piyunga maine kaha chhod do.chahta tha ki sb bta du ki dekho tumhare liye maine haath kata tha aur tum kisi aur ke sath chale gye. Uska aur mera ek common frnd tha abhinav usi ne btaya tha…

Sayad uske pair thodi thakawat mehmoos kr rhe the to wo dukan ke paas ek pillar se tek lga ke khada ho gya.

Usne puchcha aur btao koi film me writing ka offer aaya. Maine kaha nhi

Mano koi teacher apne student se carrier ke baare puchch rha ho.fikr to bahut thi use un char saalo me usne mujhe ek aami ladke se khas bna diya tha.mere khane ki chinta mere padhai ki chinta mere future ki chinta fir usi ne mujhe khasamkhas se aam bna diya tha.

Usne chai ka kullhad fekte kaha prem mandir chaloge tumhare paas waqt hai.maine kaha ha usne ek phone kiya aur kaha mai khud aa jaungi.ye keh ke hm log station se bahar aa gye.usne kaha auto wale se puchcho prem mandir chalega.

Maine puchcha aur hm log auto me baith kr ja rhe the wo bahar dekh rha tha.ab ek ajeeb si hichkichahat thi.usne auto ko mujhse highway ki taraf le Jane ke liye kaha.maine auto walo ko keh diya.highway ke taraf ped the kisi pe patank kisi pe kapde adhure pyaar me bhi to latak jate hai.usne kaha yahi rukwa do maine rukwa diya usne kaha kuch khaalo samne restaurant tha usne wahi pure menu card ko dekh rha tha.mai Soch rha tha ki auto ke liye tb mere paas itne paise nhi hote the.pr mai ye bhi to nhi chahta tha ki khachakhach bhari bus me mere sath jaye…

Usne rajma chawal order kiya maine kaha tum usne kaha nhi mai nhi khaunga aaj tum khaao.

Khatam kr ke bahar aaye to thodi dur chalne ke baad barish hone lgi thi usne bag se chhata nikala aur kaha aajao mai ek tuk dekhta ja rha tha.ki ye wahi amar hai jise barish me bheegna pasand tha.

Ab raha nhi ja rha tha to us se puch liya.

Kyu amar kyu chhod gye the hme aur kya zarurat pad gyi char saalo tk kitna achcha tha hmara rista kya achcha nhi tha.

Usne kaha abhi bhi to achcha hi hai shubh.usne btaya wo yahi ek school me bachcho ko padhane lga hai. Usne khud hi btaya shayad ab mera haq nhi tha.

Samne prem mandir tha hm gate se ek bade jhhumar ke niche aa gye the samne radha krishna the unke kandhe pr sir rakh ke mano kah rhi ho ki krishna tum jeevan maran se mukt ho kr ek ho jaye sada ke liye.

Amar ne mera hath pakda uske hath ka paseena mere hatho me mehmoos ho rha tha.hm us radha krishna ki pratima me kho chuke the.aaj wo mandir bahut khoobsurat lg rha tha.

Kho kr wapas aaya to paya amar nhi tha wahan  use yahan wahan dhunda to kahi nhi mila aur meri puri shirt bheegi thi.

Maine us common frnd ko phone kiya usne jo btaya ab tk ho rhe sbhi cheez ko challenge kr diya tha.

Usne btaya 

Shubh uski to aaj subah delhi mathura highway pr accident me maut ho gyi thi…

Mai ye sun kr stabd rah gya tha maine peeche mud kr dekh radha krishna ki murti ko dekha to mano mujhse keh rhi ho ki mohhbbat kaisi bhi achchi hoti hai. Mere Sawalo ka sare jawab mil gya the ab mere ankho se halke se anshu aa gye the pr halki barish ho rhi thi . mano aaj badal bhi rone wale ho.

Tbhi mera phone baja vikash ka tha.

Kahan ho shubh tum.

Maine kaha prem mandir me.

Usne puchcha kahe bhaiya wahan kya kr rhe ho….

Mere muh se nikla Raas……………..