Bheege khat

2012.

Arts collage me ek nayi charcha thi.ye baate ho rhi thi aise riste ki jo hr kisi ke samajh se pare tha.

Ye rishta tha sudhir aur tanmay ka ek aisa rishta tha jo kisi naam ka mohtaaz tha.

Naam mila pr ek ke khatam hone ke baad.kya koi itna pyaar bhi kr sakta hai kisi se…

Sudhir science ka student tha aur tanmay arts ka collage me uske aur sudhir ke riste bahut baate hoti thi…

Log glt bhi kahte the pr tanmay aur sudhir ek dusre ko ek dusre ki company achchi lgti thi….

Ye baat jb ghr tk pahuchi to tanmay bhikhar sa gya tha….

Dec 2012.

Us raat tanmay kuch kagaz ke tukde le kr nikl gya tha ghr se.tanmay ne atmhatya kr li thi us bridge se kood kr…..

Papa ko kbhi bhi pasand nhi aaya tha mera arts padhna papa hmesha se computer padhana chahte the….

Aur mera mn kuch likhne ka hota to hr roj diary likhta tha.arts me achche nmbr nhi aa paye the vajah pta nhi kya thi pr mn hi nhi lgta tha…

To papa ke tane sun ne ke bajaye ghr chhod diya tha aur ek private school me bachcho ko art shikhane lga.pr aaj wo bhi job chali gyi thi school walo ka kahna tha bachcho ko art ab computer se sikhayenge papa ki baat maan liye hote to berozgaar na hote chalo koi baat nhi….

Fir yaad aaya ki makaan malik ko kiraya dena hai wo bhi do mahine ka aaj to wo jaan le lega meri.

Ghr se alag hone ki wajah kuch aur thi meri ek aisa rishta tha jo ankaha tha maine hr kisi se.

1 mahine ho gye the pr job ka kuch ata pta nhi tha Soch rha tha ki suicide kr lu pr mere bhi kuch sapne the jaise ki apna ek masterpiece bnana art me aur usi ko lekar sath suicide krne ka plan tha.pr meri ek dairy bhi to thi.use aur ek canvas ko lekar nikal pada tha.

Apne masterpiece ki talash me bridge ke kinaare ek ped ke niche baitha tha samay yahi koi 5 baje the tbhi ek 23 ka ladka bridge pr aaya kya chehra tha dhaalte suraj ki sunahari lalima uske chehre pr pad rhi thi wo us bridge me kuch kagaz ke tukdo ko fek rha tha jb tk mai pahuch wo ja chuka tha.

Canvas pr upar ke rang bhar diye the….

Dusre din fir mai nikla diary aur canvas le kr ki aaj mera masterpiece ready ho jayega. Pr intzaar krte krte shaam ho gyi thi.pr wo ladka nhi aaya.

Wapas room pr aa gya tha mai. Kuch raate aisi thi meri zindangi ki jo bahut kaali thi…

Maine apni zindagi ko dairy ke hr panne pr utara tha hr sach bayan kiya tha…

Hr wo anubhav tha meri zindangi ka aur…………

Agle subah fir nikle the apna canvas lekr pr dairy to mai bhool gya tha wahi bed pr.

Mn me Socha masterpiece to bne fir dairy le kr kr le.

Aaj ka din bhi nikal gya tha intzaar me.

Khidki ke bahar dekh rha kitna shant hai pr mere mn me uthal puthal thi.zindangi jee nhi pa rha tha mai lg rha tha ki sb kuch khatam ho gya pr ek umeed thi ki shayad zindangi sambhal sakta tha wo pr wo bhi kho gya tha kahi.

Ab to agli subah ka intzaar tha ye mna bhi raha tha kl ke baad na uthu mai hatash tha zindangi se.

Agli subah ho gyi thi canvas le kr nikla tha.dairy wahi rakhi thi takiye ke paas.

Shaam ho gyi thi 5 bajne wale the bhagwaan ne meri sun li thi meri wo ladka fir yahan tha maine awaz lgayi wo ek tuk paani ki taraf.wo kuch liye tha hath me sayad fir kagaz ke tukdo ko fekne aaya tha.

Mai ab uski bai taraf khada tha dhaalte suraj ki sunahari lalima uske chehre pr pad rhi thi aur bahut manmohak lg rha tha…

Tum bilkul  nhi badle manmay room pr gya tha room pr itne sare jaale aur chai ke itne saare kullhad kya ho gya hai tumhe.

Wo ladka meri taraf palta aur kaha kyu manmay kyu nhi roka tha tumne tanmay ko wo tumhara chhota bhai tha us raat tum bhi to the yahan aur kyu nhi roka use tum jante the na wo kitna pyaar krta tha mujhse.

Ye ladka aur koi nhi sudhir tha aur us raat tanmay sudhir ke diye letter fek rha tha…

Mai yahi tha us raat aur tanmay bhi wo keh gya tha sudhir ko mujhe bhulwa dena. Tanmay ne mujhe dhakka de kr gira diya tha aur usne jhalang lga di bridge.

Sudhir mai tumhare aur tanmay me khilaaf nhi tha bs log nhi samajh pate tumhare aur uske riste ko.

Usne rote hue mere hath meri dairy pakadayi aur kaha maine sb padh liya maine use gale lga liya tha usne rote hue kaha aapne kyu nhi btaya ki aap tanmay ke bhai hai Kyu chhupaya manmay.

Mai chup tha koi sabd nhi the mere paas mai neeche pani me dekha to mere bhai ka bheege khat beh rhe the.

Maine kaha sudhir se mai tumhare tanmay ko bacha nhi paya bs.

Ek baat usne kahi thi wo yaad hai ki tumhe hmesha khush dekhna chahta tha. Aur kaha tha.

ishq ishq hota hai uska ko gendar ya dharm nhi hota.

Hm dono pure ho kr bhi adhure the.